I'm sorry I wasted my time
on you again
when every time
has been the same
I'd rather be miserable than have false hope
and I'm so tired of explaining
I told you my worries no longer consume me
I wish I was as strong as I let on
don't worry about me
I won't worry about myself
don't care about me
I won't care about myself
no concern is all I want
I wish everyone would hate me as I do
I don't want to be loved
I don't want to be loved meaninglessly
craving loneliness and cold
but I go crazy when i'm left alone
craving attention
hating attention
I promised not to hurt myself
but you took back your words to me
I owe you nothing anymore
all my promises are off
I'd rather be miserable than have false hope
and i'm so tired of explaining
my worries are consuming me
excuses and lies and loving and truth
(I want to die, I'm not even living)
everything and nothing, and nothing forever
you worry about me, I wish I could forget you
(I'm not even living)
everything is nothing, and nothing is forever
the hole in my heart
grows wider and deeper every single day
the less I feel, the more it hurts
it'll never go away
this emptiness is my only friend
she's always there for me
when everyone has turned their backs
she and I are closer than ever
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