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1.
Weary 08:43
Encompassing darkness leeches into all that I see I know hope lies beyond but I can only see it in my dreams Days wasted dying nights spent in longing Drowning in the nothing I've created Killing myself one moment at a time cursing every damned second In love with the skies overhead but hating the heavens I refuse to believe Praying to nothing for the end Welcoming death with open arms though I know that all my motivation is absent Apathetic to all and to nothing Distraction, my purpose, decaying, my outcome Engrossing myself in triviality Disgusted by facades while wearing my mask Hypocritical the defining feature of my life I swear that I’ve tried I’ve given all of myself to so many who’ve wasted me away and so I’ve grown weary I’m so fucking tired of trying
2.
Memories 01:42
3.
Fragments 07:13
Lost love, wasted life lost hope, endless night Lost friends and gained foes lost all I held close Lost way, wasted self lost senses, endless hell Lost enemies and friends lost sight of the end These smiling photographs are sickening memories tainted by betrayal These fragments of my past have long since been forgot and should remained forever buried in shallow graves Lost meaning, lost drive fire dwindles inside Lost motivation to be something to you Lost faith in myself lost the will to find some help Lost concern for who I am who I can be, just who I've been Faint, mocking whispers echo in the dark Shadows snickering behind the walls Crooked fingers pointed in judgment A constant dull aching beneath my skin There lies an abyss within my core Gnawing away, each day forever more Wracked with fear and paralyzed grief Lost all longing for relief
4.
Betrayal 08:13
Another senseless wound inflicted with careless disregard unto an undeserving friend offering a saving hand How can I ever find the words to mend these wounds, how can I ever express my sorrow if I'm blind to my mistakes? Looking at the past, cursing myself for my ignorance Seeing with clarity the righteousness of my damnation Another treasure lost, forced away through careless disregard Another empty heart, broken and lonely and writhing in pain and it's my fault How can I ever find the words to mend these wounds? How can I ever change my path if I'm blind to my mistakes? Looking back at the past, cursing myself for my insolence, embracing my damnation, but still wishing that I could change it all. “I'm sorry,” are the words I want to say but there's nothing that can change my fate
5.
Sleep 01:49
6.
Never Wake 08:07
hopes and dreams are thrown away buried under years of pain torn asunder by mistakes as countless as the nights awake staring at the barren white blackened by the dark of night mind tearing itself apart screaming for thoughts to depart desperate for a brief retreat to the world that waits in sleep I wish that I would never wake to drift away to cold embrace hoping to be trapped inside the product of a purging mind waking to despondency the wretched day that waits for me colossal chains, they hold me in the heaviness of my burden increases every rising sun eventually I will succumb and fail to meet that damning light sinking slowly into night abyss of darkness, swallow me a welcome end to misery
7.
Broken 12:27
I'm sorry I wasted my time on you again when every time has been the same I'd rather be miserable than have false hope and I'm so tired of explaining I told you my worries no longer consume me I wish I was as strong as I let on don't worry about me I won't worry about myself don't care about me I won't care about myself no concern is all I want I wish everyone would hate me as I do I don't want to be loved I don't want to be loved meaninglessly craving loneliness and cold but I go crazy when i'm left alone craving attention hating attention I promised not to hurt myself but you took back your words to me I owe you nothing anymore all my promises are off I'd rather be miserable than have false hope and i'm so tired of explaining my worries are consuming me excuses and lies and loving and truth (I want to die, I'm not even living) everything and nothing, and nothing forever you worry about me, I wish I could forget you (I'm not even living) everything is nothing, and nothing is forever the hole in my heart grows wider and deeper every single day the less I feel, the more it hurts it'll never go away this emptiness is my only friend she's always there for me when everyone has turned their backs she and I are closer than ever
8.
I Remain 08:37
I am so cold empty and forlorn loneliness is all i know nothingness is all i see Abandoned Betrayed Forgotten I remain Stoically, I have endured My world keeps turning but the sun doesn't rise anymore Lifelessly staggering through the days to find my enemy and spit right in your fucking face Just the thought of you, it brings my blood to boil and I'll be laughing when you're six feet below the soil Inside me exists nothing but disdain My endless misery will be eased by your pain

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released December 5, 2017

XXV was written and recorded 2009-2017
All music, lyrics, recording and production by This White Mountain
Guest solo on Track 4, written and recorded by Mike Burns

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